MAP is an annual university program which is organized to reward individual or student bodies for their past year contributions for the university. Thinking 2 years back, when I was a freshman in second semester, I got invited to join the dinner with other SIFErs. It was the year that Kahon got the Mahasiswa Gemilang award and also since then, I have made up my mind to obtain the similar award. Then, last year convocation, ex-SIFErs Mohd Fuad and Yee Ei got Anugerah Diraja and Anegerah Canselor respectively during their convocation. That incident has once again triggered me to work harder for those awards.
Some may think I am materialistic. In fact, I am glad to announce that I am somehow materialistic. I have work so hard and thus I hope to have some return, in any way. At least a thank you.
Yesterday, 15/5/2011, it was my third time being in the MAP and I had applied for several awards. I applied for the Anugerah Kepimpinan and Mahasiswa Gemilang. Besides, I helped SIFE to sign up for the Best program and Best Club awards. The night was kind of boring despite the theme for the night was Retro. The organizer had worked quite hard to bring up the crowd mood but in vain. Skip that, the night was indeed kind of boring. They invited an artist to perform several Malay oldies. I wondered why didn't they play English oldies. I bet more people would enjoy it.
When the time had finally come, announcing the award holders, SIFE got nominated for the best program and best club awards, just nominated. We were kind of disappointed for the fact that EngiFest'10 failed to get the best program award. How was it so? I wish I could ask how the organizers evaluate the candidates. I am not blaming any party, I ask this just out of curiosity.
When I was about to lose hope in getting any reward, Chung Park and Rinesh called to get out from the hall to get some fresh air, intended to skip the oldies performance again. We discussed about the matter, why EngiFest and SIFE couldn't get the rewards. When the award giving session continued, we got back to our seats. As I was walking back to my seat, my name was announced for getting the Anugerah Khas HEP. I was stunned. I heard my name was called and some cheers, which I think the cheers was from my friends. By the time I got up to the stage and receive the reward, I was shaking terribly. I had to control my feet hard for not showing any anxiety.
Next, for the several awards, I got nominated for the Kepimpinan and Mahasiswa Gemilang but did not get any of those. Those awards were given away to someone more worthy. I told myself "No worry, it will come to me someday.". Nah!! I think I'm going to retire. I want to focus on my studies from now on. I have worked so hard for my co curriculum activities and I was rewarded. I should feel contented by now although I really desire for the Anugerah Mahasiswa Gemilang.